Monday, May 29, 2006
9:43 PM
okkayz... so someone is finally stepping out to organise Prom night. hahaz. alicia they all organising. AS USUAL, the choose the place all the high high class one... all the chao ji expensive one... hahaz... sian lahz... $100/head... lolx...
today had my chinese o'levels... kinda freaked out during the last few mins of my paper 1... i think i totally screwed up the paper can. i like dun even know what i am writting about for the bao zhang bao dao lahz... the other section and paper i still okay lahz... did it quite calmly... for God is with me... hahaz... heard that the closs passage was from the book that Hsin lao shi made us buy. lol... but i didn't do... wahahhaz...
anywayz. went to parkway to evax with bryan after settling some stuffs about itc... pp totally dun have tkss guys can! it is like flooded with cch, kc ppl... and the worst part... it was also flooded with tkss gurls... lols! kinda dumb lahz... why isiz so hard to catch a tkss guy in pp? hahaz... my guess... they are hiding in lan shops... LOLS...
planned MCG with dennis and nathan. ahhaz... went to look for the prices of the food and stuffs that we are going to buy. shal't spoil much of the fun here.. hhaaz... you will know it on thurs... SO REMEMBER TO COME DOWN! hahaz... the details of MCG should be out by tonight. yup. hahaz...
hermz... gtg le... need to draft out the budget list.. hahaz...
below is the prom night ad:
-Prom Night 2006-
Chung cheng high school (main)
This year, since the councilor board is not willing to organise prom, a group of us have taken the initiative to organise it. As we need to confirm all hotel bookings, we would like to know how many people will be going. The pricing and details are as follow.
· $100 per head,
· for a 8 course sit-down Chinese dinner.
· Hotel: Stamford Swiss, Hilton hotel, or Meritus Mandarin in Orchard.
· We would choose the hotel according to the no. Of people with confirmed attendance, as certain hotels have different sitting capacity.
· Date: either 24th, 27th Nov, or 5th Dec.
If going, please email us at
Shavonne.w@gmail.com
By 30th May 2006 before 3pm.
Thankyou.
Ps. ( please pass this message to friends whom you know want to go for prom this year. Thankyou.)
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9:05 PM
i know that you have given me many chances. i know that you are disappointed in me. u felt that your trust in me is gone. i am sorry that i have broken your trust. many find that you are unreasonable, but actually, you are quite nice. once they have seen your heart, they will understand, like me and few others did. we may talk bad about you at time, but in heart you are still one whom we hold respect.
terribly sorry for what i have done, despit of the many chances given to me.
i feel that i may not be the perfect choice for a leader, but u still chose me. i once thought that i could lead a group well. until now. i suddenly feel that i have not been able to lead the group well. though we managed to scrape thru, but we were almost dead. from the bottom of my heart, really glad that you came back (though many didn't)...
sorry for the mistakes i have done...
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
4:45 PM
i know that i should be studing and mugging real hard for my chinese olevels now... but i really find it quite hard to ignore the heartahe in me.
anyone remembered the times where though we were small. but we still made sure that we made the best out of everything we had? remembered my first caregroup conisiting of me, bryan, junwei, dennis, diqiang and chongyeow. still remember how humbly we first started out? how we had to depend on playing the cd for music during worship? despite how small we were. we could always get into the atmosphere of God. where by everyone's vision is one and united. no one really cared much about how well it is done. how fun the game really is. everyone was just there. to expericnce the true meaning of fellowshipping in God.
slowly we grew as we worked hard for everything we had. we went down evaxing and slowly fruits came down. though i had to admit i didn't really do much during that time... but i could still sense that the spririt of God is still within us. Valentino came in... Nathan came in... slowly... these people flowed into the group. as i grew closer to the group and as i know more of the people like jason, bingliang, louis, yiqin, nicholas and all the others that came into my life sometime during my walk... really want to thank all these people for being there with me.
could still remember the hardwork the group put in to make "he choose the nails" a success. many problems surfaced as we were planning such as the vennue. we had to repeatly push the event back. but we never gave up. we countinued to improve on our activities and countinue to trust in God. we were desperate enough to ask the teachers if we could book the lecture theatre 2 for that afternoon. we were giving our best to God. we ended up holding the even in costa sands east coast. the event though was quite a messy one, but it still managed to touch people's heart for God. people like shiwei, catherine, amanda and fajin. they came into the group.
the last few days before school year end. it was one that was one of the most exciting times that i had in my walk. we were all so pumped up for God. we all shared the common vision of multiplying CCHS. remember revivalCCHS44? i am part of the fruit of this vision. the vision that moved in so many hearts. how isiz that it was so easy to get more then 40 contacts in one day and now finding it hard to even get 10?
remember the letter we wrote in camp? the letter that is to be send back to us 2 years later? i still can. i still can remember what i wrote in it. i could still clearly remember the scene. "Hope ChungCheng"... that was what i wrote. that was my vision for cchs. that is my goal for cchs. i wouldn't wan to recieve the letter two years later and start regretting what i had not done. i would not wan to cry out to the Lord of what i did not achieve. but i wan to cry out to the Lord, praising Him that He had done and preformed mercials in cch. i wan to be a part in making that happen.
remembered how we used to pray as a school? as one mind. as one soul. that we would all win cch over for God? that we would gather during service during altar call that we would pray. pray for the revival. remembered the times we had before school starts. no matter how later or early we are, we would sit down and gather and the same bench in the canteen to fellowship together. how many identified that table as ours? and how many looked at us and how we impacted others? and the prayer meets that we held before exams at the canteen to calm our hearts down and to place our trust in the Lord. where is all of these? where is the spirit that we used to have?
where is that sense of eagerness in our hearts? where is the love for the group? where is the burden for the schools? where is the care for the people around us?..
Where is God in our group...
Where is God in our hearts... ...
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3:08 PM
Are brothers just ur playmates?
Yes, we are fun and loving
but it that all that you seek?
fun, joy
laughter, enjoyment
do you seek only when u are bored
or when u are left alone
or when u are looking for fun
or when u are forced to?
is that what true brothers are?
are we only your playmates?
or are we more that that?
brothers aren't just playmates...
they are your soulmates...
they are there for u always
when u are down
when u are at the deepest point in ur life
they are always there to share ur sorrow with you
they are there for u to seek advice from
they are willing to drown
in ur sorrow
in ur tears
they are there when no one is willing to
when the whole world seems to be against you
we share our deepest
and keep no secrets
we are open to each other
and harbour no hatred
yes, brothers do have fun
but are brothers just ur playmates?
Is that what God wants?
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
9:39 PM
hahaz... many things happened during these days
tuesday
we didn't had school on tuesday! hahaz... kinda fun lahz... slept until 10 den wake up... sort of miscalculated my timing cuz i thought that i have to meet bryan at 1145. ended up having to meet at 1135. hahaz. was preparing to get out of house when bryan ringed to tell me that i am like super late. hahaz. rushed down to tamp. wasn't really that late cuz bing called over and told us to meet at a later time. kinda saved by that. hahaz.
we met up at tamp interchange at the 69 terminal there. diqiang came over first, followed by bryan, nathan and dennis.
went over to tp and ate lunch there. went to the mensa canteen. the food is freaking cheap lah can.. compaired to ours... hahaz.. the food there not bad also. saw jacq at mensa2 while we were looking for seats. hahaz. brought our food and then ryunkiat they all came along to. they went to tp to play basketball. dunno why lahz... hahaz. go tp play bb... hermz... lols...
anywayz, we went to the library to wait for bing. we waited for 2 hrs for him can! hahaz. but its okay lahz. we were so sianz until to play with each other's handphone game lahz. which is like suepr lame, but we play like we some small kids that never play handphone b4... lols
it was like 3.30 and bryan decided to go and play soccer. hahaz. AS USUAL, being me, i sat outisde the court looking after their bags. the tp people "invited" us to play with them. hahaz. actually is 7V9 one... den jason came along(he was going home, but too bad! hahaz. we caught him =b) and joined us... 8v9... until his friend join in... hahaz.
bingz came when they started. lols. kinda dumb lahz. me and him went over to the basketball court with him trying to get me to play bb and actually TRYING to get a goal. hahaz. and YES! I SCORED MY FIRST POINT! hahaz... MY FIRST ONE! lols... kinda over excited over. really glad that he made me do it. really showed me that i can do it if i set my heart and i say it out that i can do it do help in me trying to get the stupid ball in. we used soccer ball btw. hahaz. kinda stupid but it works =b. had dmm after that but i had to leave early cuz got wam vision night.
hahaz... my first time actually setting up the MM stuffs myself. hahaz. luckly never get anything wrong ah. hahaz. huili(not my sister), could not make it down that day. gwennie was doing lyrics and chuan jie was doing vm.
guess wad? hahaz. gewnnie's sister is born on the same day, same month, same year, same hospital as me! scarry rit? hahaz. wonder how many b-bies was born during that day. lOLs...
yup. glenn did the lights and he created a total worship experience. hahaz. was wonderful with his lights and was led by the holy spirit during the worship lahz. hahaz. so pro. hahaz. i wan go learn sound. Lols... yup. den after the WVN, steven met us all lah. all the media people. hahz. saw all the people in the church doing media. got a lot of people kay. hahaz. yup. took a bus home and brought supper. hahaz. yup. den went to zzz.. ahahaz... so late le... lols
hermz... today was quite a packed day lahz. attending my last itc sessin for the term. hahaz. taught the juniors about sound editing. okkayz. i am not that pro. i co teach with shane. hahaz. hermz... actually its more like he taught more lahz. anwayz. it was fun lahz... at least for me. really hope that the juniors enjoyed the session. hahaz.
the papers taken back today is horrible. failed my amaths and combined humans. went for a show down with harjit. hiax... but at the end still loose. of curz rit? hahz. student how to win teacher. unless we really fight on lahz. but i feel that it will turn very ugly lahz. i really dun wan another itc inciden to hapen again. so much politics playing around. hiaz.. hahaz. but didn really improve my relationship with harjit anywayz. hahaz.
yea! finall blogged! so long =x...
just finished downloading o2Jam. dunno what it that... hhaz.. but hu care? can play can le... at least can capture my attention for a while. hahaz. yup... =b
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9:18 PM
Magnificent
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9:17 PM
Dance
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9:16 PM
Central East Guys =b
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Monday, May 08, 2006
6:38 PM
4dlGreen =b
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
12:05 AM
yea! finally blogging =D
really very long never update. many things happened during this period. exams, mugging, more exams, more mugging... hahaz... bing and jason went to thai camp... easter... brother's night... hahaz. many things happened...
exams period now. can't really feel the stress... just dun feel like... studying? hahaz. my sister facing the same problem... we just feel like playing! hahaz. maybe its a gene disorder...
took my chemistry and e.history paper today... really want to thank God lahz. was sick yesterday so i didn really study much for my papers. but yup. hahaz. God sent my dear da-jie to tell me the answers of one the question that came out in the test "why did the wilmer govt lost its population after 1929"... kinda cool. hahaz. did that question, though i think i will like totaly flunk my partb... hahaz
chemistry was kinda of a diesaster... totally cant do the drying adgents thing... hahaz... can't believe it too me so long to understand how to cal the mass of an atom... lalalaz...
today was quite a cool day... went for CareGroup after my exams. hahaz. was really refreshed spritually... hahaz. never regretting that i went down for CG. had a visitor today, weiqi from alvin's class. hahaz. it was fun. we tied up each other's hands on the back and had to do several "missions" for games... it ended up with me trying to tie up the rest cuz nathan think he can't tie. hahaz. had a new taste for food today! hahaz. can really trust chong yeow to come out with new food ideas. hahaz. today had teaching instead of doing quiet time... the teaching was taught by bryan. learnt and refreshed my knowledge from the teaching and i could really feel God trying to tell me to serve more in my CareGroup. to do more for the group... hahaz. really touched
finaly finished editing the parent's day video... hahaz... dunno what will jia thing of it. my sister suggested to put the song "shi shang zhi you mama hao"... ahhaz... kinda cute lahz, but dun really fit into the video somehow. going to show jia tml morning. hahaz. yupx.
just hung up with wilfred on the phone. he went to sleep. hahaz. so now wo xian zai jiu zai zhe li blog le... hahaz
yup. tml service... got mm duty... hahaz.
know that God will show more of him to me =D
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